The darkness fall

In the timeline, past and present cross it again.
My heart and mind, together again in war, fighting to take
control of my life.

I m alone in the reign of chaos, trying to find some help...
Sometimes, the sounds make me deaf for a moment, but I always
keep walking, step by step... I am so sad of this walk...

I was walking and walking, but this way never ends
I can see other people being happy, making some good things, but
I still the same, stupid and idiot closed on my own world of
darkness.

I remember the first kiss that I owned. It was so special for
me..... I still awake for days.

Today I still wake, but now its different...
I can fell... the shadows are destroying me. My energy is
ending.... and i dont see the light in the end of tunnel...
MY ways is completely on darkness....

But I still surviving.....